Hello and thank you for joining me on this emotional roller coaster that I would never wish on anyone. If you've never been to this blog before let me tell you some things that might help you. Its better to start at the beginning and for me that was 12/30/2009...if you look to the right you will see blog archive,you can start at the top and work your way down.The beginning is April 18, 2010, It just makes it easier. And everyone please feel free to leave comments or anything you want. I know alot of you have your own special memories that maybe you want to share. Its up to you. I will tell you that this blog is very blunt and very real. Im sorry if it offends anyone , thats not my intention. When I first starting writing it I knew that I would end up telling alot of my little "secrets". But , for me to find my healing I had to face who I really was and the life history that has made me the woman I am today.These are my opinions and views. But, ultimately this is for me not you. So , thank you again and may God bless u.



Cina



Tuesday, June 29, 2010

4/10/2010 - Time to get ready

I know what I am going to do..I have never been more clear headed or known without a shadow of a doubt what I am going to do.

I have to start packing all of my things. I give away everything. All that I save is some of my clothes and all of Phillips pictures and things like that. Little special things that I pack in Jessica's cedar chest . These are all the things I want to remember. Everything else I give away . I don't want none of it. I don't need it where I'm going. I give away all the furniture , the rugs ,curtains everything.

I'm so tired . I don't wanna sleep. I don't want to eat . I don't want to feel. I want to rest. I'm so tired. I just cant do this anymore.
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