Hello and thank you for joining me on this emotional roller coaster that I would never wish on anyone. If you've never been to this blog before let me tell you some things that might help you. Its better to start at the beginning and for me that was 12/30/2009...if you look to the right you will see blog archive,you can start at the top and work your way down.The beginning is April 18, 2010, It just makes it easier. And everyone please feel free to leave comments or anything you want. I know alot of you have your own special memories that maybe you want to share. Its up to you. I will tell you that this blog is very blunt and very real. Im sorry if it offends anyone , thats not my intention. When I first starting writing it I knew that I would end up telling alot of my little "secrets". But , for me to find my healing I had to face who I really was and the life history that has made me the woman I am today.These are my opinions and views. But, ultimately this is for me not you. So , thank you again and may God bless u.



Cina



Tuesday, June 15, 2010

02/14/2010 - Valentines Day

Today is Valentines Day. This sucks more than anyone knows. Im not going to make it through today. Every valentines Phillip made me breakfast in bed. He brought me cereal , toast and coffee and dry horrible eggs and burnt bologna. It was usually horrible but I ate it all. Id make him eat with me. He would draw me cards and pictures. Phillip said I was his valentine. He loved me so much. And it wasnt through his words it was through his actions. He showed me. Now I dont want any one to ever love me again. My boyfriend is gone. My man is a box of ashes. And Im stuck here to live in torture. This is my hell.
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