Hello and thank you for joining me on this emotional roller coaster that I would never wish on anyone. If you've never been to this blog before let me tell you some things that might help you. Its better to start at the beginning and for me that was 12/30/2009...if you look to the right you will see blog archive,you can start at the top and work your way down.The beginning is April 18, 2010, It just makes it easier. And everyone please feel free to leave comments or anything you want. I know alot of you have your own special memories that maybe you want to share. Its up to you. I will tell you that this blog is very blunt and very real. Im sorry if it offends anyone , thats not my intention. When I first starting writing it I knew that I would end up telling alot of my little "secrets". But , for me to find my healing I had to face who I really was and the life history that has made me the woman I am today.These are my opinions and views. But, ultimately this is for me not you. So , thank you again and may God bless u.



Cina



Saturday, April 17, 2010

12/30/2009 Later...

That nite I clocked out at around 6:40.My boss was giving me a ride home that evening and we were exhausted from a long days work but excited to finally be off. It had been a long day. We pulled up at the intersection of Hwy 6 and Hwy 35 and up ahead there were ambulances and police everywhere. It was a big mess.I made a stupid comment..something like I was glad it was ahead of us. We stopped at the gas station on the corner and then we turned left and went home.


*** I am so sorry son but that was you I saw. I was going home and you were lying dead in the road only 100 feet in front of me. In hindsight I am so angry that I didnt know. That some inner mother instinct didnt kick in and tell me that was my baby up ahead. I question why when we stopped at the store did I hear noone say that a little boy had been run over. I surely would have known right? ***

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